Wishful thinking.

I've been wondering a lot today.

Is it all just my wishful thinking ?

Its true I have awesome friends,

But do they place me in their heart at all ?

Or do I just get forgotten like every other friendships I used to have?

Is it true that there's no such thing as true friends ?

I used to believe so much in that.

I want to continue believing in that.

But so many things happened.

Its making me doubt my decision.

Nothing can change my mind now.