wassup broooooooo

Wassup everybody .

Seeing its ALMOST December, I decided to post because of the following reasons :

1. I want Jolene to see that I blog without singlish *hi jolene!! -waves frantically-*

2. I felt like it

3. The only place I can vent without anyone bothering me is right here in my blog :(

Well.

Im here to update about my studies *yay..*

Owellz,

I'm not doing a good job in school, but compared to last semester, my grades improved quite a bit, except for Business Statistics though.

I mean, I dont hate the faci but I hate that module and I bet everyone feels the same :'( .

Though, I love Financial Accounting and I'm making up for my Business stats there...

But I know it wouldnt be enough to cover for my overall business stats grade and I might have to go year 4, sobsob.

Here comes the emotional part :

The month of November (i know it hasnt ended but it should end now because i said so Dx !) was a TERRIBLE one seriously.

Things were going SOOOOOOOOO smoothly, until one day, I decided I would be retarded and ruined my life and my mood on a particular day which I cant remember.

Anyhoo, lets talk about a specific group of people that I would name Group A . Lame name, but deal with it.

Wellz,

I hung out a lot with Group A in October and early November quite a lot -- and that is until I decided to be retarded and ruined my blablablablabla.....

Okay you get the point , I know !

Well (i've been saying or rather, typing, well too much now havent i ?),

I feel a drift between us.

They like to do stuff that I dont like or have 0 interest in.

They all Dota together, and I cant, because I hate that game and to be honest I hate the guts of people who play that game.

But I still gave my very best to hang out with them , being positive and all like how they taught me to,

& to be honest, im only close to 1 person in that group.

So I often feel left out,

Like yeah, its understandable because to me, they're speaking some sort of alien language (dota -_-) that I dont really understand .

But still I tried my best to listen and digest everything.

Another thing is, I'm always last on the list for them.

Which makes me wonder if I'm really a friend of theirs.

Wellz, (again-_-)

They're going out tomorrow and no one bothered asking me,

But its okay because I dont feel like doing anything tomorrow other than go for dinner with my dear ex classmates which I have , also , been neglecting because of Group A .

I tried my very best not to show disappointment in my face (in my pixels, LOL)

But I think I've had enough.

I guess I just cant fit in,

Never did, never will.

I dont blame anyone.

I blame myself for being such a negative loser.

ANYWAY ON THE BRIGHT SIDE,

SENTOSA ON TUESDAY BECAUSE OF OUR HOSPITALITY AND TOURISM MODULE,

WINNER = ME .

So bye