Its even more tough when you aren't sure who you really like.
There's these 2 guys: X & Y.
They're both friends, they're both nice guys.
X is going into army tomorrow and for the past few days, i tried my very best to accompany him in maple and yet in the end all i got is ''why must i say bye to you? just ask Y to say bye to you'' and I'm like wtfuck..
It breaks and hurt my heart so badly and I dont even know what to feel anymore.
As for Y...
I'm not even sure if i like him or not.
He's like the guy whom everyone loves and wants.
It feels like im just nothing but a gaming friend to him, nothing over that.
I cant talk to him about so many things and he cant either.
Although i wish so much that he would tell me about his troubles.
He's such a precious friend.
I dont wanna lose him as a friend. Sigh.
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