hay

hay guys.
so December is indeed a better month for me compared to everything that happened within the past 2 months.

first off,
my beloved bubbly relative just passed away on the 5th.
well it's not a sad thing either because she is finally relieved from all the pain she has been suffering for the past 2 years and well, I won't be able to see her during chinese new year anymore which is upsetting to me because she was always one of the few people whom I look forward to seeing because she's always so cheerful and all, you can't even tell she's actually under so much pain. she may be gone now, but she'll always be with her family , always.

secondly, today has been like almost the best day of my life although it started out so horribly with me standing on bus 161 that was caught in a terrible jam because of some irresponsible driver..... heh, but once I reached woodlands my luck changed completely and until now I still feel as happy as just now. close friends would know why :p . so happy girl is happy now.

lastly, well, I don't really know what I want as of now.... I mean, one minute I like apple, then the next minute I'd like orange. you get what I'm saying? but no emo nemo on this happy happy post :) .

SO IM GONNA SUCK IT UP AND BE HAPPY for now.... HAHA.