xoxo,

hey. things have not been going well these few days. I just needed a place to rant to because I have to keep mum about some things from some people.. I don't really know why this is happening at this time now, but I hope it'll be over soon. in front of everyone I act strong but when I'm alone I just crumble into pieces and want someone to be there for me to comfort me to give me a hug. to assure me that everything would be alright.

when I grow up in the future, I will not let this repeat again to anyone around me.

thanks to my friends who have been caring for me the past few days. love you all so dearly.

to everyone,
you have to start cherishing your family. not the minute when you feel something is wrong, but the very minute after you're born. not everyone has a perfect family like everyone else. start cherishing before you start losing.