Why..

Why hello there !
Tons of things happened recently. Sigh,..

After so much has happened, I really realised that Im drifting away from many many people and i hate it terribly..
And i also dont know where my heart is at,
Studies? Friends? Family? Love?..

I still love YX terribly of course, you cant simply ask me to forget him after almost 4 months right?
Omfg im like stuck in this almost 4 months curse..
Happened when i was in secondary 1 too. :/ .