Hateful feelings when...

Hi,
Just returned from my Genting trip a few days ago.
Nothing much changed there, except for the fact that I came back feeling different.
I lost my phone there , making me feel like I'd eventually lose everything that is precious to me in my current life.
Yes, im being really negative right now, but what can I do ?
This is the only place that allows me to rant out everything because no one actually read this bullshit.
Alright, gonna go now.
Too lazy to blog.
Whoops, what I meant to say was,
TOO XT TO BLOG, hah.





The feeling when you are extremely tired, but is trying to make a conversation with someone who does not even bother replying.
The feeling when you are trying your best to talk to your friend to cheer him/her up, but is ignored. 
The feeling when your friends are upset but you cannot do anything to cheer them up.
The feeling when you spent the whole day trying to advice your friend about his/her relationship problems but nothing goes into his/her head.
The feeling when you know that your friends are leaving you out from plans.
The feeling when you're helping your friend with something that you would rather not help with, and he does not think for you and does his own thing.

The feeling when you're paying almost everything for your friend but he does not appreciate you. 
The feeling when you're there for everyone but they aren't there for you.
The feeling when you finished doing something for someone but you received nothing back in return.
The feeling when you feel like you're all alone in this world and someone comes into your world and leaves you hanging after awhile. 
The feeling when you cant do anything but hide everything and covering it with a smile. 
The feeling when no one understands you.
The feeling when you see your crush getting close with another girl.
The feeling when you feel jealous of every single person alive.

The feeling when you like someone but the voice in you tells you that "he would never like you back" 

That hateful feeling :')