6 FUCKING MONTHS AGO

My heart might just stop beating one day.
Who knows where this is driving me.
Its fucking driving me nuts.
Im fucking stressed over someone who don't even give a fuck about who I am to him, what the fuck I do to help him and why the fuck am I doing this.

The same fucking guy who broke my heart 4 fucking months ago.
The same fucking method used to break my heart 4 fucking months ago.
The same fucking ignoring he's giving me 4 fucking months ago

6 FUCKING MONTHS AGO I WAS STILL A FUCKING HAPPY GIRL UNTIL YOU FUCKING APPEAR, BITCH.
JUST FUCK OFF FROM MY FUCKING LIFE ALREADY.
FUCK IT.


WHERE THE FUCK WOULD I BE IF YOU DIDN'T FUCKING APPEAR 6 FUCKING MONTHS AGO?

OH LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU.

I WOULD BE FUCKING HAPPY LEADING A FUCKING NORMAL LIFE NOW WITH A HEART THATS STILL FUCKING COMPLETE
I WOULD BE FUCKING ATTENDING SCHOOL EVERY FUCKING DAY
I WOULD BE FUCKING EXCELLING IN MY STUDIES
I WOULD FUCKING HAVE MY SELF-ESTEEM BROUGHT UP HIGHER THAN IT FUCKING IS NOW
I WOULD FUCKING HAVE MORE TEARS LEFT
I WOULD FUCKING STOP BEING SO EMO

MOST IMPORTANTLY I WOULD BE FUCKING HAPPY NOT KNOWING YOU FUCKING EXIST,
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU


YOU FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU FUCKING ARE.
I DONT FUCKING WANT TO FUCKING TALK TO YOU ANY FUCKING MORE
I DONT CARE IF THIS SOUNDS FUCKING CHILDISH.

I'LL FUCKING CAPS LOCK YOU TO YOUR FUCKING DEATH.
IM PRACTICALLY SCREAMING INSIDE MY FUCKING HEAD WHILE FUCKING TYPING THIS

I REPEATED THE WORD FUCK TOO MANY TIMES.

WELL FUCK YOU -'-