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You used to say one of my good points was being thoughtful (even though I had like only 2 good and over 20 bad).
But I really lost myself just now and became a selfish bitch.
I just wanted you to be more sincere once in a while.
I'm easily pleased , which is probably why many guys like to hurt me so bad.
You gotta know , the only reason why I was angry was because everytime I asked you to do your work quickly so you could have some rest and not sleep in class but you still msn and facebook your time away and complain about being tired the next day.
You made me sound like your mom and that you don't care about my words.
Am I even respected or appreciated in your eyes as someone who wasted her time and sacrificed so much for you for ?
Am I getting the treatment I should be getting ?

I'm so stressed now I swear. I held back my tears in many occasions. And they finally flowed out just now despite me having a really swollen eye that you knew of (FYI it got worse aft I cried).

" What do you want ? "
That's the question you've been asking me.
Well I'll tell you what I DONT want and that is :
I don't want to continue to feel this way yet I don't wanna ruin what we've built up together.
I don't want to break the ring that I worked so hard for by solo tagging.

I understand that you have to go to school and all. But can you try to understand me too ?
You have your problems. I have mine too.

I'm really really really really stressed up already.
I'm really on the verge of giving up. Please don't make me feel as if this friendship isn't worth holding onto at all .