Broken

Thank you <3

And sorry .

FAMILY - Father And Mother I Love You

But im sorry ,

To me , its only MILY .

I dont have a father like you , i seriously dont .

Ever since young you've never truly cared about me ,

You're in no position to scold me and everything .

From young i've never regarded you as my father .

To me , my dad died when i was young and you're just a random guy who lives here.

So what if you pay for the electricity and all ?

My mom does so much more than you .

She raised me up .

Did you ?

All you did was give me electricity and pay for my phone bills .

To be honest ,

Raising me up is simple .

I dont need electricity , seriously .

But all is too late :) .

Like i said ,

I have no father .

Never had , never will .

Im not only troubled by just ONE problem .

There're many things i need to talk about

Many people i need to talk to

But does anyone care ?

Im looking for someone who truly cares .

Not someone with a mask covering his true colors .

To someone ,

Yesterday i said i had to talk to you about something .

I still do .

I told angela to help me , but i dont think she did not cause she dont want to, but cause she dont know where to start and she dont want to feel like she's interferring with our thing .

I know i shouldnt involve her in this , but she's the only one who knows how i feel about you

I know you'll be reading this .

Yes , i do have feelings for you .

I dont know when they started developing .

I dont want anything in return .

I dont want you to take this opportunity to use me like how you did to other girls .

I may not understand you well , cause i dont want to interfere into your life .

I know you dont like it .

I didnt want to tell you cause i dont want things to become awkward between us , so i kept quiet..

Things are already damn awkward between us for me .

You feel nothing but i do..

I dont know why im like this .

You dont have to respond anything to this ,

You can continue pretending that i didnt write this ,

Im fine with it .

I dont expect any answer either .

k idw to make things awkward between us ,

Idw to ruin something i've tried really hard to built up .

kbye