Everything was only a joke to you. I really turned to you when I had problems. I bet you were laughing at them while I was telling you. I trusted you because you said you would dote me as a friend. I was too stupid to believe you. Sun was right when she said you can't dote on friends. My bus passed giant just now and I immediately thought of you. It brought tears to my eyes. But I couldn't cry. I want to. I want to badly. But I can't. You knew that still liked you. When your friend used your phone to text and disturb me, you, as a friend, didn't ask him to stop. I feel so hurt. When sun called and put us in a conference, i heard you laughing like it was nothing. It was something. It hurts me so badly inside now I could just fucking die. I swear.. My heart hurts like fuck now and I fucking want to kill myself. I didn't know believing would bring me in such deep trouble. Is this what they call karma ? I've done too many bad things in the past. I guess It's time we clear those sins , no ?
You didn't even apologize.. That was what hurt me the most. I talked so much about you. I fell for you everyday , deeper and deeper. You said you didn't talk to me cause I didn't talk to you. So I did. And what did I get in return? What did I ever do to you? Why are you making me suffer like this hur?
我上辈子欠你的.
I'm sorry for loving you.
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