Gq ,
I dont know why you had to lie . You knew how hurt i felt from the previous relationship i had . Yet you played , toyed and threw me away after playing . It may be fun to you , but its not fun to me and the people around me who suffered all my grumbles . You said you wouldn't be with me 'cause our lifestyles weren't suitable . But we both know that you were lying . Im not being a bitch by posting this . That Wednesday , that hug , those kisses , were fake , right ? You even told me ''we weren't supposed to do that much'' that day . But still , you took my breath away . Although you pulled away 'cause you were afraid of all the people walking around . During the movie , you placed your hand near mine , i used my fingers to play with yours , and we started holding hands . It was so sweet , i swear . I've never felt so happy during a movie before , even though the movie sucked . You didn't let me bring you home that day . We could've spent a longer time together , but your mom called .
Right now , i dont know what you're doing , who you're with . Normally you'll be home , online , at 10pm , or at most, 10.30 . But recently , after we stopped talking , you didn't log in at all . I started to become suspicious . Of course , who am i to feel this way ? You're allowed to have a girlfriend . But must it be her ? Sigh . Im totally speechless now . You told me you knew you were in the wrong for playing with my feelings .
Thanks for stabbing my heart .
Love , XT .
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